Monday, March 1, 2010

Emotional Day from Hell...

The title pretty much sums it up.  I have been so cranky and hormonal all day long.  It has been horrible.  Beyond horrible.  My poor hubby, he has had to suffer my crazy crankiness.  Why is it so much easier to hurt the ones we love?  Why do I find it so easy to snap my sweet husband's head off rather than respond lovingly?  What's wrong with me?  Why do I feel this way?  And why am I not doing a better job controlling my emotions/hormones/crankiness lately?
I think it's easier to hurt those we love because it's just that-we love them.  They are close to us, therefore they are easy targets.  It shouldn't be like that...
Along with my crazy hormones and shortness, I've also been suffering from "don'ttouchme-itis" which doesn't work out too well when you're trying to have a date day with your one and only.  *Sigh*  
I have had to repeatedly ask for my husband's forgiveness today.  
Now I need to ask for God's forgiveness too.  (This should have happened first!! DUH to me.  Where was my faith, today? Why was I not focusing on God? He could've helped me!!)
And go to bed.
And pray that tomorrow is better.  That God will give me the will power to not be sensitive, cranky, hormonal, short, angry and have "don'ttouchme-itis" tomorrow.
I want this day to be over.
I need this day to be over.
I need my normal self to return (and so does my husband, God love him!).

That's all.
Goodnight, day from hell.  Go away.  You're not invited back tomorrow...or EVER.  
Take that, hormones! 

The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord, And He delights in his way. Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down; For the Lord upholds him with His hand. (Ps 37.23-24)

No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to bear it. (1 Cor 10.13)

God said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.
That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. 
For when I am weak, then I am strong. (2 Cor 12.9-10)

So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will care for itself.  Each day has enough worries of its own.  (Matthew 6:34) -One of my all time FAVORITE verses!